Damn, I FINALLY realize what friends are for. Well, you might think that friends are your soul mates and you can share simply anything with them, right?
There you go, a BIG CROSS on your face. Friends, in other words, someone who stick around with you when you are of any use to them but when you are down, only then you can see their real personalities.
I hate people of such kind. They think they are so good and cool that when they hurt you, all you can do is smile and "FORGIVE AND FORGET". If you were to show any emotions, then, "our-friendship-ends-here" speech starts.
Life is hard without YOU GUYS making it any harder. SO my advice is, JUST FUCK OFF AND STAY OUT OF MY LIFE ALTOGETHER!!!!!!!
Monday, June 15, 2009
Thursday, May 8, 2008
I AM still keeping my fingers crossed and praying every day and did not want to say anything until I read the letters from Desperate Student (The Star, May 5) and Dr Rozita Sirat(The Star, May 6).
I share the same fate as Desperate Student and I want to take this opportunity to record my sincere thanks to Dr Rozita for speaking up for us.
I scored straight As, 10 1As, 2 2As and an A1 for my GCE “O” Level 1119 English. I am one of the top students in my school and district.
To boost my chances of securing scholarships, I worked really hard in my extra-curricular activities. I am a black-belt holder in Taekwondo and was awarded first-dan by the Kukkiwon. Those who have actually gone through the process would know how hard it was to be awarded first-dan.
Besides that, I was also the committee member of my school's editorial board and the Vice President of Archery Club. Almost every day, I stayed back at school, hoping to complete all my obligations to the school.
I also emerged champion in the state level Science Quiz. In the National Chemistry Quiz, I was awarded High Distinction while in the National Physics Quiz, I got Bronze Medal. I was constantly being chosen to represent my school in Olympiad Mathematics and National Science Challenge as teachers have faith in me. Normally, I would not disappoint them.
I was also a school athlete in Badminton and Archery competitions.
Thinking that I am good enough, I applied for PSD scholarship and places in local institutions. Thankfully, I was called for an interview but the results are not out yet.
My dad is a factory worker while my mother is a teacher. She will be retiring in not many years to come and studying overseas without a scholarship is of course impossible.
To my disappointment I was not being selected for the KPM Matrikulasi. It was followed by not being called for interviews by Petronas, Bank Negara and Khazanah. Now my only hope is to get the PSD scholarship.
My heart bleeds to see the pain and disappointment on my parent’s faces. Everyday, she has to put on a brave front and congratulate all my friends and her students for getting places in the matriculation and IPTA but her own son who got better results has not got anything so far.
Am I good for nothing? Or are my parents are too rich for me to be considered for a scholarship or for a place in Matriculation?
My mother has been giving her all to teach her students. Many of them have achieved great success in their lives. Some are studying in Cambridge while there are a few who gain admission to Ivy League. It is really sad to see others succeeded while her very own son is stucked with nothing at all.
PSD you are my last hope; please don’t disappoint me.
I share the same fate as Desperate Student and I want to take this opportunity to record my sincere thanks to Dr Rozita for speaking up for us.
I scored straight As, 10 1As, 2 2As and an A1 for my GCE “O” Level 1119 English. I am one of the top students in my school and district.
To boost my chances of securing scholarships, I worked really hard in my extra-curricular activities. I am a black-belt holder in Taekwondo and was awarded first-dan by the Kukkiwon. Those who have actually gone through the process would know how hard it was to be awarded first-dan.
Besides that, I was also the committee member of my school's editorial board and the Vice President of Archery Club. Almost every day, I stayed back at school, hoping to complete all my obligations to the school.
I also emerged champion in the state level Science Quiz. In the National Chemistry Quiz, I was awarded High Distinction while in the National Physics Quiz, I got Bronze Medal. I was constantly being chosen to represent my school in Olympiad Mathematics and National Science Challenge as teachers have faith in me. Normally, I would not disappoint them.
I was also a school athlete in Badminton and Archery competitions.
Thinking that I am good enough, I applied for PSD scholarship and places in local institutions. Thankfully, I was called for an interview but the results are not out yet.
My dad is a factory worker while my mother is a teacher. She will be retiring in not many years to come and studying overseas without a scholarship is of course impossible.
To my disappointment I was not being selected for the KPM Matrikulasi. It was followed by not being called for interviews by Petronas, Bank Negara and Khazanah. Now my only hope is to get the PSD scholarship.
My heart bleeds to see the pain and disappointment on my parent’s faces. Everyday, she has to put on a brave front and congratulate all my friends and her students for getting places in the matriculation and IPTA but her own son who got better results has not got anything so far.
Am I good for nothing? Or are my parents are too rich for me to be considered for a scholarship or for a place in Matriculation?
My mother has been giving her all to teach her students. Many of them have achieved great success in their lives. Some are studying in Cambridge while there are a few who gain admission to Ivy League. It is really sad to see others succeeded while her very own son is stucked with nothing at all.
PSD you are my last hope; please don’t disappoint me.
Monday, May 5, 2008
No. Kad Pengenalan
9*****11****
Angka Giliran
TA005****
Nama
hilvslilo
Sekolah Asal
TEB3093 - SMK CHUNG HWA WEI SIN
Jurusan
SAINS
Sekolah ditawarkan
TEB3093 SMK CHUNG HWA WEI SIN
Tarikh Mendaftar
12 Mei 2008
Haiz, look like it is my destiny to go to form 6.
Another 2 long years of wearing school uniform, can you believe that?
I actually thought i dun have to wear school uniform anymore but the opposite juz happened!!!!!!!!
Imagine what the teachers would say?
When i was still in form 5, teachers always told us not to go to form 6!! Even they themselves dun have the confidence to teach form 6, what more about me?
Die dy la, die dy la!!!!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
duh.............
erm..........actually i am not that keen on pouring my thoughts on a blog but since i hav nth 2 do so i hav decided to post my 2 cents here!!
actually i am a post-spm student and still waiting rather desperately for the government scholarship.
i applied 4 matric and i was not offered a place!!!!!
can u imagine that??
my spm result is quite OK (12As) but i was NOT offered a place in matric!!!!
i am stunned!!!!!!!!!
actually i am a post-spm student and still waiting rather desperately for the government scholarship.
i applied 4 matric and i was not offered a place!!!!!
can u imagine that??
my spm result is quite OK (12As) but i was NOT offered a place in matric!!!!
i am stunned!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
To bring all this information together, the United Nations formed a group of scientists called the International Panel on Climate Change, or IPCC. The IPCC meets every few years to review the latest scientific findings and write a report summarizing all that is known about global warming. Each report represents a consensus, or agreement, among hundreds of leading scientists.
One of the first things scientists learned is that there are several greenhouse gases responsible for warming, and humans emit them in a variety of ways. Most come from the combustion of fossil fuels in cars, factories and electricity production. The gas responsible for the most warming is carbon dioxide, also called CO2. Other contributors include methane released from landfills and agriculture (especially from the digestive systems of grazing animals), nitrous oxide from fertilizers, gases used for refrigeration and industrial processes, and the loss of forests that would otherwise store CO2.
Different greenhouse gases have very different heat-trapping abilities. Some of them can even trap more heat than CO2. A molecule of methane produces more than 20 times the warming of a molecule of CO2. Nitrous oxide is 300 times more powerful than CO2. Other gases, such as chlorofluorocarbons (which have been banned in much of the world because they also degrade the ozone layer), have heat-trapping potential thousands of times greater than CO2. But because their concentrations are much lower than CO2, none of these gases adds as much warmth to the atmosphere as CO2 does.
In order to understand the effects of all the gases together, scientists tend to talk about all greenhouse gases in terms of the equivalent amount of CO2. Since 1990, yearly emissions have gone up by about 6 billion metric tons of "carbon dioxide equivalent" worldwide, more than a 20% increase.
One of the first things scientists learned is that there are several greenhouse gases responsible for warming, and humans emit them in a variety of ways. Most come from the combustion of fossil fuels in cars, factories and electricity production. The gas responsible for the most warming is carbon dioxide, also called CO2. Other contributors include methane released from landfills and agriculture (especially from the digestive systems of grazing animals), nitrous oxide from fertilizers, gases used for refrigeration and industrial processes, and the loss of forests that would otherwise store CO2.
Different greenhouse gases have very different heat-trapping abilities. Some of them can even trap more heat than CO2. A molecule of methane produces more than 20 times the warming of a molecule of CO2. Nitrous oxide is 300 times more powerful than CO2. Other gases, such as chlorofluorocarbons (which have been banned in much of the world because they also degrade the ozone layer), have heat-trapping potential thousands of times greater than CO2. But because their concentrations are much lower than CO2, none of these gases adds as much warmth to the atmosphere as CO2 does.
In order to understand the effects of all the gases together, scientists tend to talk about all greenhouse gases in terms of the equivalent amount of CO2. Since 1990, yearly emissions have gone up by about 6 billion metric tons of "carbon dioxide equivalent" worldwide, more than a 20% increase.
Leaving for work one morning, I noticed that my newspaper hadn't been delivered yet. Since I always brought it to work, it upset me that I would have to stop at the store and pick one up. I was already running late, but figured I could make it if I hurried. This would really throw a monkey wrench into my morning though and it was putting me in a bad mood.
As I pulled into the parking lot of the store, I noticed a young man ina wheel chair at the far end of the lot who seemed to be struggling. "I'm sure he's all right", I thought, "or if he's not, someone else will stop and help him." Judging by the customers and cars that were passing him by, I guess they were thinking the same thing. I got out, and walked over to see what the trouble was.
"Is there anything I can do?" I asked.
It was then that I noticed he wasn't able to speak, and was still struggling with the chair. "Is there someone I can call for you? I said. He still couldn't give me any indication. I looked down at the chair and noticed that the clamps holding the electronic keyboard and chair controls had apparently loosened causing the equipment to slip down, out of his reach. "Is this the problem?" I said, as I pulled it back into place, hoping I wasn't doing more damage than good. I then re-tightened the clamps. His hand jerked over to the keyboard and he hit a single key. An electronic voice told me, "Thank-you." He then found the toggle control that steered the chair, turned and left.
I got back in my car and headed off to work, completely forgetting my newspaper. As I drove, I felt a gratitude come over me like I had never felt before! I was truly blessed to have the physical abilities that allow me to live a normal life. Here was this young man who relied on a mechanical chair to get him around and a voice simulator to communicate. He probably dreamed about doing all the things that I take for granted every day. I vowed from now on, not to take those things for granted anymore.
I would be grateful to God for his blessings that could be gone tomorrow. It's funny, fifteen minutes before that happened, I was whining because my morning paper hadn't arrived on time. I'm glad I was able to help the young man, but more importantly, he was able to help me gain a new perspective on my priorities in life.
As I pulled into the parking lot of the store, I noticed a young man ina wheel chair at the far end of the lot who seemed to be struggling. "I'm sure he's all right", I thought, "or if he's not, someone else will stop and help him." Judging by the customers and cars that were passing him by, I guess they were thinking the same thing. I got out, and walked over to see what the trouble was.
"Is there anything I can do?" I asked.
It was then that I noticed he wasn't able to speak, and was still struggling with the chair. "Is there someone I can call for you? I said. He still couldn't give me any indication. I looked down at the chair and noticed that the clamps holding the electronic keyboard and chair controls had apparently loosened causing the equipment to slip down, out of his reach. "Is this the problem?" I said, as I pulled it back into place, hoping I wasn't doing more damage than good. I then re-tightened the clamps. His hand jerked over to the keyboard and he hit a single key. An electronic voice told me, "Thank-you." He then found the toggle control that steered the chair, turned and left.
I got back in my car and headed off to work, completely forgetting my newspaper. As I drove, I felt a gratitude come over me like I had never felt before! I was truly blessed to have the physical abilities that allow me to live a normal life. Here was this young man who relied on a mechanical chair to get him around and a voice simulator to communicate. He probably dreamed about doing all the things that I take for granted every day. I vowed from now on, not to take those things for granted anymore.
I would be grateful to God for his blessings that could be gone tomorrow. It's funny, fifteen minutes before that happened, I was whining because my morning paper hadn't arrived on time. I'm glad I was able to help the young man, but more importantly, he was able to help me gain a new perspective on my priorities in life.
Tuesday, December 4, 2007
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